So I went and job shadowed Blondie for about an hour and a half yesterday. It wasn't that bad. The job doesn't seem that hard..... but I'm still on the fence. Mainly it's the drive I'm unsure about.
Last night though I figured it was time to take one for the team and suck it up. I mean the majority of my friends commute and if they can do it so can I. Suck it up and stop complaining. Many people would be so happy to have to opportunity.
Today I came into work not knowing how to tell my bosses (there are 3 company owners). Timing couldn't have been better. This morning it was just the 3 of us. So I ask if I can speak with them.
And I turn in my notice.
And because it's almost that time of the month I am HIGHLY emotional and actually tear up.
***GASP*** no you didn't......
Yes I did.
My bosses were all super nice and I explained that I love it here but that I just couldn't pass this opportunity up.
They say to give them a day and see if they could come up with something to offer so that maybe I would choose to stay.
I feel like it's a tennis match and I'm the ball.
And I still have no clue what to really do!!!!!!
Of all the things in my life this is the last thing you want to be hearing.
But seriously I've got to over-analyze somewhere :)